I had a perfect opportunity to practice more of what I wrote about in my previous post. As I attended a Christmas party last night I was bombarded with my baby who is in an attachment phase [if that's what you want to call it] and a toddler that needs what feels like my constant attention, yet is very independent and strong willed [but so precious and funny]. So I had a crying baby who didn't want to be put down, a toddler needing to be fed all while wanting to do it herself and being very vocal about that, and myself wanting to enjoy my friends and eat too!
I was really frustrated, but in the midst of my frustration I kept telling myself over and over:
I am thankful I have two children. I am thankful I have been giving these precious kids.
My facial expressions probably didn't relay that [which I need to work on], but in the midst of not being able to enjoy conversation with friends at first and feeling frustrated, I am again grateful for what I have been given and actively kept reminding myself of these precious gifts. My girls are a large part of my world and a gift beyond measure. I can't imagine life without them. I have a husband who is such a good father and help. He never complains about rescuing me; changing diapers, feeding the kids, entertaining them or initating helping. I am constantly reminded what a treasure I have in him as well and have never met anyone like him. He is one of the best papa's!
It's amazing how other people's trials can affect you for the better, if you allow them to.
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